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Post by Daniel Dreiberg on Jul 7, 2015 23:02:07 GMT -5
"Don't-" Dan clenched his eyes together "Adrian, don't." He leaned away from him and quickly stood up "God dammit, Megan tried to kill herself this morning and you want to talk about us? I can't-" Dan headed toward the door and in to the house and headed toward the kitchen.
He needed a beer.
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Post by Adrian Veidt on Jul 7, 2015 23:37:32 GMT -5
Adrian sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose.
"Dan..."
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Post by Daniel Dreiberg on Jul 7, 2015 23:52:24 GMT -5
Dan stopped around the corner of the door so that only half of him was visible. He was crying now and he felt like the child that Adrian always treated him as.
"I don't pretend you're the same person for my sake" he swallowed and came back in to the room. They were going to have this conversation whether he wanted to or not. He closed the door and looked toward the floor "You think I'm so naive an-and I-Im not and I'm crying because when I look at you I'm still madly in love even though I shouldn't be-"
He leaned against the door "I'm sorry I'm so melodramatic, I'm sorry that I'm in your way-"
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Post by Adrian Veidt on Jul 8, 2015 0:04:26 GMT -5
"Dan, you're not madly in love with anybody-"
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Post by Daniel Dreiberg on Jul 8, 2015 0:08:43 GMT -5
"So change my words" Dan looked up "until they mean what you want them to."
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Post by Adrian Veidt on Jul 8, 2015 0:13:18 GMT -5
"You were momentarily distracted by me twenty years ago, we spent a weekend together as colleagues ten years ago, and now you're still afraid to face what happened six months ago and you sublimate it into- into staring at me while I go through my morning routine-"
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Post by Daniel Dreiberg on Jul 8, 2015 0:16:47 GMT -5
"You really believe that?" He laughed, he felt like such an asshole "Of course you do, no reason to answer that."
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Post by Adrian Veidt on Jul 8, 2015 0:19:36 GMT -5
"If that's not it, then I congratulate you on your creation of a puzzle I can't solve-"
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Post by Daniel Dreiberg on Jul 8, 2015 0:25:27 GMT -5
Dan stared at him "Do you really honestly believe after everything that's happened I'd still be here if I didn't love you? Jesus christ Adrian I'm a glutton for a lot of things but there's so way I'd put myself through this insanity if it weren't for something I believed in."
He pushed a hand through his hair and exhaled.
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Post by Adrian Veidt on Jul 19, 2015 3:44:40 GMT -5
"Dan," Adrian sighed, "I love you, but I can't keep doing this."
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Post by Daniel Dreiberg on Jul 19, 2015 20:12:32 GMT -5
Dan stared at him. It was inevitable wasn't it?
"Wow" he laughed "woowww" he walked over to the dresser and started removing his clothes and throwing them in to a bag.
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Post by Adrian Veidt on Jul 20, 2015 0:36:48 GMT -5
"Dan- Dan, that's not what I meant," Adrian sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. "Come here, please."
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Post by Daniel Dreiberg on Jul 20, 2015 0:40:56 GMT -5
Dan turned to Adrian looking hurt and confused, he dropped the bag on the bed and stood in front of him looking down.
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Post by Adrian Veidt on Jul 20, 2015 0:43:14 GMT -5
"This isn't how we started. I don't know how we got here so quickly, but I already miss those first few weeks of..."
He gestured between them.
"Whatever you want to call this."
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Post by Daniel Dreiberg on Jul 20, 2015 0:53:42 GMT -5
Dan was shaking softly, the morning had left him more than a little strange and he was having trouble keeping his emotions in place.
"Domestic" Dan whispered.
After a moment he lifted his hand and ran it through Adrians hair. "I'm sorry I've been- manic, you'll have to forgive me. Its just things-" he sighed "-things haven't been so e-easy."
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