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Post by Poe on Nov 25, 2007 0:44:06 GMT -5
*His words confused her. Hadn't she let him in? But...no, this was...it made her head ache slightly. Poe's eyes sought his, pleading softly for understanding, explanation of these strange...feelings. She didn't want them. She wanted to be normal again and safe and elsewhere...anywhere...but... She curled her fingers, pressing them into his back, pulling him closer. She couldn't bear the thought of him stopping. She didn't want him to stop. Want. Yes...that was it, wasn't it?*
"Please...I can't....I need..."
*Her brow furrowed, looking for the words to explain this foreign concept.*
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Post by Fox Mulder on Nov 25, 2007 0:46:39 GMT -5
*He stared intently at her face, wanting so much to know what she needed.*
"What, Poe? Tell me, please, anything..."
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Post by Poe on Nov 25, 2007 0:50:26 GMT -5
*Poe's lips twisted in frustration.*
"I...I don't know how. I want...to let go. To give. But...I am afraid."
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Post by Fox Mulder on Nov 25, 2007 0:55:54 GMT -5
*Mulder squeezed her hand.*
"I know," *he soothed.* "It's scary for everyone, at some point. But through that fear there's... well, there's another place. And it's so much better, Poe. Let me show you."
*As if he was an expert. Well, he was--only not in the practical sense. Hadn't been field tested. But there were a few things that ought to help, somewhat. He retreated down her body, trailing kisses as he went, in an effort to bring her closer to...
...he remembered the park that day, and bypassed his original goal for her feet.*
"Shh, Poe. Don't think. Just... feel. Relax. Let me give this to you."
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Post by Poe on Nov 25, 2007 1:01:03 GMT -5
((*sigh* You so win at this.))
*Poe looked down at him, confused a moment. She nodded in acknowledgment, trying to do as she was told, focusing on her breathing, but it was harder without something to do. She shut her eyes, then opened them again, unsure of which was better. Then she nodded again, as if he needed the reaffirmation. Then she closed her eyes and rested her head back. She could do this. She just had to try. Really hard.*
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Post by Fox Mulder on Nov 25, 2007 1:06:03 GMT -5
*Poor thing, Mulder found himself thinking. Was it really so wrong, to feel pleasure for its own sake? Not because you were programmed to? He turned his attention to her feet, one after the other, lips and tongue, caressing her legs and stroking her as he went. He went at the task with all the single-mindedness of an X-File.*
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Post by Poe on Nov 25, 2007 1:09:44 GMT -5
*Poe was broken, absolutely. In the most perfect way. She moaned and clutched the sheets, desperate for something to hold, something to have. Her back arched and head fell back.*
"Please..." *she whispered.*
"Please...stop..."
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Post by Fox Mulder on Nov 25, 2007 1:14:39 GMT -5
*Mulder surged up her body to nibble at her... well, he supposed it was her collarbone.*
"I don't think that's what you want," *he said earnestly, and renewed his attentions.*
**FADE OUT**
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Post by Poe on Nov 25, 2007 1:22:30 GMT -5
((Yea pseudo!rapist Mulder. You are teh hotness.))
***FADE IN***
*Poe's body glistened in exertion. She was very quiet, lost in private reflection. Was this...was this what had been denied her for so long? Was this what she was never meant to have? Or only a further failing in her directives. She wasn't sure anymore. She felt lost, drifting. But it was better when she snuggled against him, it anchored her. So she did, rubbing her face against his chest.*
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Post by Fox Mulder on Nov 25, 2007 1:24:56 GMT -5
((Sometimes NO don't mean NO. )) *Mulder had fallen against her, feeling as if he could not move if he wanted to. And he didn't want to. Poe had rarely been this quiet. How long had she gone without a question? And Mulder was... certainly learning a lot about himself along the way. Poe was not the only one who scared herself. He trailed his fingers along her skin gently, as if to reassure her that he was still there.*
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Post by Poe on Nov 25, 2007 1:30:58 GMT -5
*Poe tightened her lips, shutting her eyes and taking in the smell of him.*
"Is..."
*She swallowed gently.*
"Is this what it is supposed to be like, sir?"
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Post by Fox Mulder on Nov 25, 2007 1:32:55 GMT -5
*Mulder paused, chagrined. Had he... had he overstepped? Misinterpreted?*
"I guess that depends on what you felt, Poe. Did you... did you enjoy it?"
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Post by Poe on Nov 25, 2007 1:39:06 GMT -5
"I..."
*Poe frowned.*
"I have not the words to explain. It is...different. Like..."
*She sighed.*
"Like needing more, even though I am completely satisfied. What is the word for that?"
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Post by Fox Mulder on Nov 25, 2007 1:43:24 GMT -5
*Mulder couldn't resist a self-satisfied smile.*
"It's called good sex," *he said.* "And there's plenty where that came from."
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Post by Poe on Nov 25, 2007 1:45:30 GMT -5
*Poe's brow furrowed. Was that all it was? She thought she would have know that by now. As if chided, she laid back, a small pout in her lips.*
"Oh..."
*Her gaze shifted to the corner of the room.*
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