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Post by John Bristow on Feb 22, 2012 0:43:01 GMT -5
"It's okay, I'm sorry for reacting the way I did, I'm sorry that I'm so, me."
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Post by László on Feb 22, 2012 0:45:51 GMT -5
He gave a little laugh.
"John, don't apologize for being you. I like you the way you are."
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Post by John Bristow on Feb 22, 2012 0:50:23 GMT -5
He shook his head "I've spent so much time trying to make you understand me, when I've spent no time trying to understand you. I've been selfish" he kissed him on the cheek.
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Post by László on Feb 22, 2012 0:57:46 GMT -5
"I wasn't making it easy for you to begin with." He said, kissing him back lightly.
"But, John, I don't think I'll entirely understand what you mean about 'making love'. Not with words. You'd have to show me."
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Post by John Bristow on Feb 22, 2012 1:04:40 GMT -5
John leaned back and kissed him softly on the lips "You're right, I can never say enough to explain it, the only way to know it, is to experience it."
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Post by László on Feb 22, 2012 1:08:44 GMT -5
He nodded.
"I won't...rush you. You want to take things as they come, I'll let it. I don't...want a scene like that again. I'll wait."
He rested his head on John's shoulder.
"I promise."
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Post by John Bristow on Feb 22, 2012 1:13:43 GMT -5
John held him tightly and leaned his head against Laszlo's "They'll never be a scene like that again" he replied, hoping he was telling the truth.
"Let's go to bed."
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Post by László on Feb 22, 2012 1:18:49 GMT -5
"Okay."
He wouldn't do anything. Not even his usual poking at John. He'd stick to what he said. He didn't want to lose this, this thing he had now.
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Post by John Bristow on Feb 22, 2012 1:32:19 GMT -5
Putting an arm around Laszlo's waist he moved inside the house.
"I wanted to thank you" he whispered as they headed up the stairs.
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Post by László on Feb 22, 2012 1:33:38 GMT -5
"Thank me? What for?" He asked curiously, moving his arm around John as they walked.
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Post by John Bristow on Feb 22, 2012 1:42:19 GMT -5
"For teaching me about a life I'd forgotten about" he smiled.
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Post by László on Feb 22, 2012 1:48:20 GMT -5
"I have? Well, you're welcome."
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Post by John Bristow on Feb 22, 2012 1:55:07 GMT -5
"You reminded me-" he said as they passed Laszlo's room, and John didn't stop "-that sometimes, you have to remember the past, even the grimy parts" he opened his bedroom door "in order to truly live. I've been hiding behind the fear of the past for too long. I've been hiding behind fear itself too long."
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Post by László on Feb 22, 2012 2:01:22 GMT -5
He hugged John.
"I hope I'm not a grimy thing." He teased gently.
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Post by John Bristow on Feb 22, 2012 2:03:23 GMT -5
"No" he hugged back "you're not, in fact, you're the white light in the darkness, if you forgive me for being so cheesy."
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