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Post by Wildfeather on Oct 3, 2008 19:25:39 GMT -5
Wild smiled warmly back. A bit shy when she noticed his fingers between hers.
"I know, Amras."
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Post by Amras Séregon on Oct 3, 2008 19:45:35 GMT -5
He couldn't look her in the eye, he simply couldn't, he wasn't sure what it was exactly that kept his mind coming back to her time and time again. "And you promise, that no matter what happens, we will always be friends."
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Post by Wildfeather on Oct 3, 2008 19:53:06 GMT -5
Wild smiled warmly.
"Of course we will always be friends, Amras. I wouldn't loose you as a friend for anything."
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Post by Amras Séregon on Oct 8, 2008 13:29:20 GMT -5
"Good" he finally looked up catching her eyes in his "and you promise that we will learn to speak before we act and think before we do."
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Post by Wildfeather on Oct 8, 2008 13:31:45 GMT -5
*Wild smiled and looked over at him.*
"I am not certain I will be good at it, Amras. But I will try. I know you are good at it already."
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Post by Amras Séregon on Oct 8, 2008 13:47:00 GMT -5
"We will work on it" he swallowed hard and leaned forward from his position and grew closer to her face "right?"
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Post by Wildfeather on Oct 8, 2008 13:49:15 GMT -5
*Wild smiled and looked over at him again. Her heart beat faster by having him so close.*
"Of course we will."
*She replied softly.*
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Post by Amras Séregon on Oct 9, 2008 1:13:58 GMT -5
He grew closer by the second "Of course" he wanted to kiss her, to taste the sweetness he had long since dreamt of, to see if it was simply his mind or more.
But it seemed, he still feared that sweetness.
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Post by Wildfeather on Oct 9, 2008 5:54:09 GMT -5
Wild blushed and looked into Amras' eyes when he grew closer. Her heart beat rapidly in her chest, and she had to force herself to breath normal. She wanted to kiss him, but she didn't want to push him into something he maybe wasn't ready for. She hoped he would kiss her by himself, when he was ready for it. She was laying still, but didn't move away from him. If he wanted to kiss her, she wouldn't stop him.
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Post by Amras Séregon on Oct 9, 2008 22:21:41 GMT -5
He grew closer and closer until his face laid atop hers, without touching, then without warning he sat back down and looked at the floor.
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Post by Wildfeather on Oct 9, 2008 23:24:25 GMT -5
Wild smiled softly and allowed him to withdraw, without trying to hold him back. It had been to soon for him. She spoke warmly to him, without anger or chastise.*
"Take the time you need, Amras. I can wait until you are ready."
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Post by Amras Séregon on Oct 9, 2008 23:27:38 GMT -5
"You still do not understand" he sighed "what if I am never ready? C-Could you love me if I could not touch you?"
It wasn't that he was disgusted by women, no, quite the contrary even, but he still couldn't find himself able to touch one. He had tried it a couple times before and found no pleasure in it.
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Post by Wildfeather on Oct 9, 2008 23:56:44 GMT -5
*Wild smiled warmly and looked at him.*
"Amras. The way I love you, is stronger than any feeling I have ever felt before. It is a love that carries through time and eternity, through heaven and hell, through war and despair. It is a love that can carry me through even the darkest of time. The physical touch is only an extra bonus in a love like this. Even if I will be happy if you one day find out you can touch me, my love for you is strong enough to last even if you can not find it in your heart to touch me."
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Post by Amras Séregon on Oct 10, 2008 0:03:10 GMT -5
That was profound.
"Just know that it is not you... it is me."
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Post by Wildfeather on Oct 10, 2008 0:08:02 GMT -5
My feelings for you run deep.
*Wild looked warmly over at him.*
"Amras. Do not blame yourself. I love you the way you are. Your quiet and thoughtful behaviour, our conversations, the way you make me feel when I'm with you. I love you as a person, not only as a man."
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