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Post by Louis de Pointe du Lac on Oct 14, 2009 21:16:49 GMT -5
Louis sighed "I think it might be too late for me."
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Post by Alex on Oct 14, 2009 21:19:31 GMT -5
Alex shook his head.
"There's never too late. You can still change how you go about it."
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Post by Louis de Pointe du Lac on Oct 17, 2009 1:17:50 GMT -5
Louis looked away at Alex "I enjoy it, as disgusting and as terrible as it is, in that moment, I can feel life again. And I know that sounds awful, that I put my issues in to-" sighing he wrung his hands "-murder."
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Post by Alex on Oct 17, 2009 1:19:14 GMT -5
Alex shivered, but pressed on.
"But you can enjoy the blood regardless. I do. It doesn't have to be violent...there's no reason to torment them."
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Post by Louis de Pointe du Lac on Oct 17, 2009 1:23:06 GMT -5
"It's not... the blood, that I enjoy."
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Post by Alex on Oct 17, 2009 1:26:40 GMT -5
He went dead silent, having nothing to say to this that wouldn't sound inane in some way. He glanced away from Louis, staring down at the piano keys and trying to tamp down his disgust so that the other vampire wouldn't sense it.
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Post by Louis de Pointe du Lac on Oct 17, 2009 1:37:46 GMT -5
"I figure I, I can get help, to figure out why, after all this time of putting it off, ignoring the need, feeding off rats, and chickens, that now, now I need it." He looked up at Alex "I need help."
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Post by Alex on Oct 17, 2009 1:41:19 GMT -5
Alex scrunched up his face a little at the mention of rats and chickens.
"You...drank from animals? Yecch.
I don't know what to tell you, though. I always thought animals were a last resort sort of thing, not something you sought out on a regular basis."
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Post by Louis de Pointe du Lac on Oct 19, 2009 2:17:24 GMT -5
"That's what Lestat said, but I didn't want to hurt anyone, I didn't want to, now, well it would seem if I take a little, I wont be able to stop myself. Not anymore" he shrugged.
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Post by Alex on Oct 19, 2009 2:23:17 GMT -5
"But there is a way not to hurt anyone! Plus, animals don't give as much--you have take twice as much from them that you would a human, because of the difference."
He refused to believe that Louis couldn't start trying it differently now.
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Post by Louis de Pointe du Lac on Oct 19, 2009 2:38:37 GMT -5
"As you've told me Alex" he sighed "but don't you ever get the urge to just... finish?"
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Post by Alex on Oct 19, 2009 2:40:43 GMT -5
"No. In the beginning, when I didn't know better, but that doesn't happen anymore."
If it did, it was a faint, distant thing that was easily ignored.
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Post by Louis de Pointe du Lac on Oct 19, 2009 2:49:41 GMT -5
"If I did as you did, I wouldn't be able to feed around Lestat" he was now just making excuses, still trying to justify murder.
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Post by Alex on Oct 19, 2009 2:54:42 GMT -5
He blinked at Louis.
"What has he got to do with it?"
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Post by Louis de Pointe du Lac on Oct 19, 2009 3:00:30 GMT -5
"He's been coming out with me at night lately, and, he'll just berate me if I don't finish."
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