Kirk Lazarus
- Ingenious Pilot -
Let's make lemonade. %\0\%
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Post by Kirk Lazarus on Aug 11, 2011 23:00:12 GMT -5
"I don't understand" he said slowly his eyes catching Adrien's "what do you mean?"
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Post by Adrien Baillon on Aug 12, 2011 0:40:20 GMT -5
"I mean I want to leave you- Adrian - and yet I want to stay-" he sobbed harder, pulling back and looking away from Kirk, unnerved and ashamed.
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Kirk Lazarus
- Ingenious Pilot -
Let's make lemonade. %\0\%
Posts: 153
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Post by Kirk Lazarus on Aug 12, 2011 19:34:06 GMT -5
Reaching up, Kirk touched Adrien's face softly "Don't leave, please."
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Post by Adrien Baillon on Aug 12, 2011 20:14:29 GMT -5
He stood up quickly, trembling. "Adrian, I-"
He caught his breath. No, he'd meant to say 'Kirk', but-
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Kirk Lazarus
- Ingenious Pilot -
Let's make lemonade. %\0\%
Posts: 153
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Post by Kirk Lazarus on Aug 12, 2011 23:32:50 GMT -5
This was deep, much deeper than he'd ever intended on getting. But Kirk wasn't about to stop it, the morning would bring surprises he'd decided, but didn't they always?
Blinking, with an almost cold stare, he rubbed his lips together and breathed out a response "I suppose I deserve it."
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Post by Adrien Baillon on Aug 12, 2011 23:56:50 GMT -5
"You know you do!" he said, overemotionally, also dimly aware that this was getting way out of hand, but losing his presence of mind and becoming disoriented enough that he was fast forgetting. "Afteur everysing you've done? Eveurysing you've said?"
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Kirk Lazarus
- Ingenious Pilot -
Let's make lemonade. %\0\%
Posts: 153
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Post by Kirk Lazarus on Aug 13, 2011 0:01:06 GMT -5
"You're absolutely right" he replied standing up "I've been a fool, but-" he stopped for dramatic affect "-loosing you would be the end for me, I couldn't exist without you."
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Post by Adrien Baillon on Aug 13, 2011 0:05:01 GMT -5
Adrien stared at him in something very much like horror. "Oh my God-"
He reached out as though about to touch his face, hand shaking.
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Kirk Lazarus
- Ingenious Pilot -
Let's make lemonade. %\0\%
Posts: 153
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Post by Kirk Lazarus on Aug 13, 2011 0:06:07 GMT -5
Kirk took the boys hand and pulled it down, using his other hand to touch his face and spoke in almost a whisper "It's going to be all right."
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Post by Adrien Baillon on Aug 13, 2011 0:07:53 GMT -5
He immediately buried his face in his chest; it was so much easier to listen to him than to look him in the face. "But it isn't, it isn't..."
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Kirk Lazarus
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Let's make lemonade. %\0\%
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Post by Kirk Lazarus on Aug 13, 2011 0:09:51 GMT -5
Pulling him in as tightly as he could Kirk without thinking reached down and kissed Adrien's forehead "It will be if we stay strong."
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Post by Adrien Baillon on Aug 13, 2011 0:11:52 GMT -5
"I want to, bot - I do not know if I can trust you anymore- "
His chest hurt a bit; he could hardly breathe.
"Do you love me as much - as you did before?"
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Kirk Lazarus
- Ingenious Pilot -
Let's make lemonade. %\0\%
Posts: 153
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Post by Kirk Lazarus on Aug 13, 2011 0:13:10 GMT -5
"More" he breathed with a sad smile "I'll always love you."
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Post by Adrien Baillon on Aug 13, 2011 0:14:33 GMT -5
He broke down crying again, clinging to him.
Oh God none of this was right at all.
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Kirk Lazarus
- Ingenious Pilot -
Let's make lemonade. %\0\%
Posts: 153
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Post by Kirk Lazarus on Aug 13, 2011 0:15:53 GMT -5
Pulling Adrien back to the couch, Kirk pulled him closer to him, continuing to hold him.
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