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Post by Severus Snape on Aug 23, 2008 1:31:05 GMT -5
Snape slowly sat down in the chair across from her and stared, his drink laying limply in his hand.
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Post by Dopple Lilly on Aug 23, 2008 1:34:24 GMT -5
"I mean, I know it's been, for you I mean, a long time, I-"
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Post by Severus Snape on Aug 23, 2008 1:47:26 GMT -5
"Didn't, didn't we talk about this, back at, at the motel..." he recalled the night before.
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Post by Dopple Lilly on Aug 23, 2008 1:51:40 GMT -5
Lilly nodded "Yes, but not-not about now, just, just about before, I mean, you said you were trying to move on from Magda, trying to start again, but you never said how you felt about me now." She wrapped her arms around here, creating a false sense of innocence.
Although she knew now, it wasn't like it was before, she was changing, maybe her powers were wearing, or she simply wasn't as in to it as before. Not like when she was first created, it was for her master and only her master, but now.
I've created a personality for myself.
"Do you love me?"
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Post by Severus Snape on Aug 23, 2008 2:06:29 GMT -5
Snape watched her in silence, contemplating the question, he had thought about it before, thought about it a million times since she suddenly re-emerged.
His eyes were distant, but full, full of thought's, images, things he knew to be true and things he knew to be false.
He knew that he still loved Lilly, he knew that he never really got passed her, but there was something else there now, something stronger.
Magda.
It had been Magda that had saved him from brooding himself in to nothingness*, it had been her that had kept him sane for so long. He knew there were problems, real problems, in their relationship, ones that normal people didn't have and one's they did. But they always seemed to get by.
And then there was Lea, he had never wanted a child, ever in his life never, but it seemed, he had grown attached to the little bugger.
But he hadn't wanted her, Magda brought her in and forced the child upon him, as she had with everything else. Everything else he sighed and looked up at Lilly.
"Always.**"
((*That ones for you Megan!
**I HAD TO DO IT.))
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Post by Dopple Lilly on Aug 23, 2008 2:07:22 GMT -5
Lilly smiled "Oh Severus-"
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Post by Severus Snape on Aug 23, 2008 2:18:03 GMT -5
"But!" He stopped her "I don't know if it's a true love, not anymore. Yes I love you, I've always loved you, I told you that all ready, but I'm afraid my dear, Magda has taken the spot in my heart that you once held."
He once again furrowed his brow "Although I feel an urge to take you in to my arms and hold you forever, I know this feeling will pass and my mind will once again wonder to my darling girl. I don't know what the future for Magda and I will be, and I know it will never be the same, whether we're together or not. I'm not sure that I will ever feel the same as I did for either you or her..."
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Post by Dopple Lilly on Aug 23, 2008 2:18:29 GMT -5
Lilly gulped "Can't we try?"
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Post by Severus Snape on Aug 23, 2008 2:20:28 GMT -5
Snape hadn't been expecting that "I-" he smiled "-I guess we could."
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Post by Dopple Lilly on Aug 23, 2008 2:21:39 GMT -5
Your damn straight!
Lilly grinned and jumped up, dropping her bag to the ground and hugged him.
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Post by Severus Snape on Aug 23, 2008 2:22:30 GMT -5
He hugged her softly "But we must take it slow" he looked up in to her eyes and felt a great calm within him "you understand."
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Post by Dopple Lilly on Aug 23, 2008 2:29:26 GMT -5
"Oh yes, I understand, really I do" she pushed all the thing's she had been taught about in to her eyes, hoping that her master might have put some kind of magic in them.
Luckily for Lilly.
She did.
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Post by Severus Snape on Aug 23, 2008 2:29:42 GMT -5
Snape smiled and kissed her softly on the cheek.
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Post by Dopple Lilly on Aug 23, 2008 2:30:07 GMT -5
Grinning she turned her face in to his kiss "Are you busy tomorrow?"
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Post by Severus Snape on Aug 23, 2008 2:30:20 GMT -5
"No, I'm not."
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