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Post by Christian Daaé on Jan 26, 2009 16:30:21 GMT -5
There was only a brief thought of resisting, but the attraction he felt towards Jesse and the fact that after so long, someone was touching him, overrode that and instead he leaned into the kiss, arms hesitantly going around the other man.
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Post by Jesse James on Jan 27, 2009 14:13:48 GMT -5
All Jesse's alarms were going off, where he grew up, in his time, if he had done this, or even though of doing anything like this, they would have gutted him and hung him in front of the church. He grew up hating anyone different than how he was taught, it didn't matter who or how, he hated them.
But here he was, in the room next to his bedroom, where his girlfriend soundly slept, kissing a man.
But he didn't stop, he didn't want to, but he had to, it wasn't right of him, but he didn't stop.
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Post by Christian Daaé on Jan 27, 2009 14:37:11 GMT -5
Who knows just how long or how far this might have gone--but whatever the case, it finally sunk in just what was happening, and Christian was the first to break the kiss.
"We can't be doing this." He said breathlessly.
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Post by Jesse James on Jan 27, 2009 14:38:39 GMT -5
"I-" Jesse stepped away "I don't know, I don't know what came, came over me, I didn't want to, oh god" he held his head in his hands.
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Post by Christian Daaé on Jan 27, 2009 14:48:26 GMT -5
"Caught up in the moment?"
He pushed away from the wall, moving hesitantly nearer to Jesse.
"I don't know about not wanting to. Seemed like the opposite to me."
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Post by Jesse James on Jan 28, 2009 1:06:36 GMT -5
"I did, but I shouldn't have" he looked up at Christian "I shouldn't have."
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Post by Christian Daaé on Jan 28, 2009 12:55:27 GMT -5
He sighed.
"I know. Diana..."
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Post by Jesse James on Jan 28, 2009 16:45:22 GMT -5
Jesse "May-maybe you should go" he chocked back I don't want you to.
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Post by Christian Daaé on Jan 28, 2009 17:24:14 GMT -5
He didn't want to leave, even though it would be for the best. It had been one of the best days he'd had in a while, and then...then...
"You're right. I should."
But he didn't move from his spot near the wall.
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Post by Jesse James on Jan 28, 2009 17:36:27 GMT -5
Jesse looked down at his boots "I don't know where my head is right now" he gulped "I need some time ta think."
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Post by Christian Daaé on Jan 28, 2009 17:40:33 GMT -5
He suddenly felt a wave of guilt, though this entire situation couldn't be solely blamed on him. "I'm sorry. I'll go now." He turned to the door, fumbling at the knob a moment before flinging it open .
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Post by Jesse James on Jan 28, 2009 17:45:50 GMT -5
Jesse watched as Christian left and slumped down to the floor and held his knee's "Oh lord, lord help me."
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