|
Post by Faline on Jun 22, 2006 10:58:47 GMT -5
[glow=purple,2,300]Holding onto my Past... Yet embracing my Future...[/glow] Having only been here for less that a day, I feel so... uplifted! I've been set free, at last. I'll never have to think of it again, and yet it's all I can think about.... I've seen so many new things it's frightening, a whole new world is opening up for me! It's fantastic! And while I hope to stay here for a long time... I long for the past...
On a lighter note: I'm going for an audition! I met this wonderfull woman, Alandra. She seems so familiar! I can't help but think we might be related. She acts just like my mother. ((not that I'm trying to say she's my mother... allthough it would be a fantastic twist! muahahah!)) But to get back to the audition, I'm hoping it's for dancing or acting as my singing is awful...
So ends my first day at the Opera House: Holding onto the Past... Yet embracing my Future...
[glow=purple,2,300]*Faline[/glow]
|
|
|
Post by Faline on Jul 3, 2006 3:35:40 GMT -5
[glow=purple,2,300]The Trick Is To Keep Breathing...[/glow] I'm learning to see everything more positive and still I can't help seeing everything black and white. It's so difficult to forget things so I try to ignore them. What must I do? I've nobody to turn to who knows what it's about and I don't dare tell someone for fear they might hate me... or worse: leave me.
Oh well, the Masked Ball has started! It's absolutely fantastic! And I found my dress, it's really quite sweet and beautiful if I say so myself. It's a Gothic-Lolita style. I'm going for a cat-like style so my mask is black with whiskers and fluff! Yaay fluff~~!!
Also, I went to the tattoo parlour with Alandra! She chickened out but I think I got a tatto... I can't remember a thing. The only thing I now know is that I have a picture of a cat with wings on my left thigh and it won't come off...
So now I'm stuck down a hole with a pirate posing as a cleric of the Church of England and two other men. I think I'm drunk...
[glow=purple,2,300]*Faline[/glow]
|
|
|
Post by Faline on Jul 4, 2006 2:18:36 GMT -5
[glow=purple,2,300] Though My Thoughts Are Dark And Small, I'll Show My True Colours To All [/glow] I'm torn between this! I want to start afresh, yet how can I when I don't know what to do?! For instance, I know Alandra loves Monsieur Kahn, yet when I went to deliver her love-letter I hear he was.. well busy... And should I tell her? Should I pretend I never heard... should I... oh I don't know!
I guess I should just go to sleep now, it's been a long day... The ball was fantastic! I absoultely loved it! Unfortunately I cannot remember half of it but as I think back I see fleeting images which make no sense at all... A Cleric of the Church of England dressed as a pirate... the Tattoo Parlour in Paris... Punch...? Oh I don't know. A good night's sleep will clear my head and I can start to think straight and start to think about what I must do next...
Goodnight... Sweet Dreams
[glow=purple,2,300]*Faline[/glow]
|
|
|
Post by Faline on Jul 11, 2006 2:23:48 GMT -5
[glow=purple,2,300] Holding The Key To The End Of My Days [/glow] I don't know what to do, I'm so confused! I'll have to straighten my mind before I go ruin someone's life. What to do, what to do?
James... what a strange person... Looking into his eyes I can sense loneliness. So familiar. And when I look deeper, all I yearn for is feeling his lips on mine. So complicated.
What to do?
[glow=purple,2,300]*Faline[/glow]
|
|
|
Post by Faline on Oct 31, 2006 10:41:07 GMT -5
[glow=purple,2,300] Back From The Dead..[/glow] I'm finally back! It's been such a long time and I have so much to tell, yet so little time to write..
I'm pregnant!! I am with child! Yet I'm afraid to admit it to myself.. I wish I had someone to talk to... Now I'm afraid I must go.. I shall write again soon..
[glow=purple,2,300]*Faline[/glow]
|
|