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Post by Loki Odinsson on Mar 27, 2014 2:07:17 GMT -5
"Thor was the bride, I don't understand-"
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Post by Fandral on Mar 27, 2014 2:09:02 GMT -5
"Thor was terrifying, and less lovely in a dress," he said, but whatever laughter was in his voice died.
"Did you really think I wanted to you be a maiden?"
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Post by Loki Odinsson on Mar 27, 2014 2:12:44 GMT -5
"It was better-received than my early attempts at manhood."
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Post by Fandral on Mar 27, 2014 2:13:47 GMT -5
"You didn't offer me anything else and I took what I could get. I thought it was what you wanted."
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Post by Loki Odinsson on Mar 27, 2014 2:14:55 GMT -5
"I couldn't very well ask you to do it."
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Post by Fandral on Mar 27, 2014 2:17:07 GMT -5
His mouth was in a thin line and he now looked over his shoulder at dissolute, long-haired, dull-eyed Loki on the bedsheet.
"It was the firs time I had ever felt attraction to another man. Your insistence on that... that structure... It made me hate myself for it. It took me a while to understand it doesn't have to be one man and one woman."
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Post by Loki Odinsson on Mar 27, 2014 2:19:44 GMT -5
"I didn't have a lot of choice in the matter anyway," Loki muttered.
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Post by Fandral on Mar 27, 2014 2:26:30 GMT -5
"I never asked you to-"
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Post by Loki Odinsson on Mar 27, 2014 2:29:36 GMT -5
Loki stared at him and the groaned, covering his eyes.
"Don't tell me this is yet another atavistic freak trait the other part-Jotuns you've bedded never had to deal with-"
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Post by Fandral on Mar 27, 2014 2:30:58 GMT -5
"Loki, what is it?"
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Post by Loki Odinsson on Mar 27, 2014 2:32:38 GMT -5
"Do we have to talk about this-"
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Post by Fandral on Mar 27, 2014 2:33:16 GMT -5
He looked back at him and sort of awkwardly touched his leg, as it was nearest.
"No, we don't."
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Post by Loki Odinsson on Mar 27, 2014 2:35:52 GMT -5
He stared at the ceiling for a long time, and then finally said, very quietly:
"I'm not... a man."
The words didn't feel quite right, but he didn't know how else to say it.
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Post by Fandral on Mar 27, 2014 2:39:46 GMT -5
"...What do you mean?"
Fandral had an immediate thought, but he had met others like that, and Loki did not seem like them.
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Post by Loki Odinsson on Mar 27, 2014 2:44:51 GMT -5
"I mean-"
He gestured vaguely in the direction of his hips but couldn't bring himself to be specific enough. He ended up covering his eyes again.
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