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Post by Crowley on Jan 17, 2012 2:58:12 GMT -5
"Maybe, but I'm still a waste. You deserve better than that."
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Post by Adrien Baillon on Jan 17, 2012 3:03:33 GMT -5
"Crowley," said Adrien, face hardening a little. "There isn't any such thing as deserving something. It's just a stupid chaotic mess. I figured you oughta know that."
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Post by Crowley on Jan 17, 2012 3:05:57 GMT -5
"It's not, though. That's the whole point. There are forces at work in the universe, and I'm one of them, and you shouldn't get involved in that."
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Post by Adrien Baillon on Jan 17, 2012 3:10:28 GMT -5
Adrien laughed. At him.
"You're crazy, Crowley. You don't want or deserve what you got but you do it anyway. You're not a force; somebody's forcin' you. It probably doesn't even matter, what you're doing - just like Adrian."
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Post by Crowley on Jan 17, 2012 3:17:50 GMT -5
"Of course someone's forcing me. There's a whole chain of enforcers down in Hell. I'm just the tip of the iceberg of forcers being forced. And it all matters. Whether I'm working within the ultimate Plan or not, it matters."
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Post by Adrien Baillon on Jan 17, 2012 3:19:40 GMT -5
"Of course it matters," he said, completely sarcastic yet without a trace of bitterness, wearing a sad smile. He looked back at Crowley with his lips turned down in a thoughtful frown, and then he blinked back more tears and patted his cheek, then cupped his face. "You men are all alike, huh? Guess I got a type."
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Post by Crowley on Jan 17, 2012 3:24:00 GMT -5
Crowley took Adrien's face from his hand and held it. "I'm not a man, Adrien. And you're just a boy. A clever one, when you give yourself the chance, and one who's seen a lot more than most people do in a lifetime, but you're still just a boy."
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Post by Adrien Baillon on Jan 17, 2012 3:25:14 GMT -5
He darted in suddenly and hugged Crowley tightly, sobbing.
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Post by Crowley on Jan 17, 2012 3:30:50 GMT -5
Crowley put his arms around him on instinct.
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Post by Adrien Baillon on Jan 17, 2012 3:31:57 GMT -5
"Fuck, fuck, fuck-"
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Post by Crowley on Jan 21, 2012 21:54:59 GMT -5
"I'm sorry," he whispered again.
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Post by Adrien Baillon on Jan 21, 2012 21:58:07 GMT -5
"I didn't want this to happen," he whimpered.
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Post by Crowley on Jan 21, 2012 22:03:30 GMT -5
"I know. I didn't either."
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Post by Adrien Baillon on Jan 21, 2012 22:04:44 GMT -5
<I>But even you didn't want to keep me. Just get rid of me with less pain.</i>
Adrien cried silently into Crowley's torso, unable to look at him.
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Post by Crowley on Jan 21, 2012 22:09:07 GMT -5
Crowley kept holding on to him. He wasn't sure whether he should have Adrien sit down or something.
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