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Post by Amras Séregon on Mar 17, 2009 1:16:01 GMT -5
He smiled "Thank you milady, I do not have many ears to listen, so one more is always appreciated" sighing he ran a long finger along the side of his face "it is a long story, I am afraid there are not enough hours in the day to tell it."
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Post by Nanashi on Mar 20, 2009 2:11:39 GMT -5
"Last I checked, the day is already spent," Nanashi pointed out, "But then again if my knowledge of elves is correct then you lead rather long lives, and I have nothing to do and nothing but time to do it in." Nanashi saw an inn ahead of them and pointed it out to Amras, who confirmed that it was the one he had been headed to. "You will join me in my room then," Nanashi said whilst pushing open the entrance door, "and tell me what is plaguing you." It wasn't a question.
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Post by Amras Séregon on Mar 20, 2009 20:58:31 GMT -5
He smiled "If it is your wish" and he knew it was "then I shall."
They came upon the inn and he opened the door for her, the elf behind the desk looked up at them gruffly before noticing Nanashi. For a moment he couldn't say anything "I would like to book a room for my friend, extended stay" Amras gave his name and information and asked that the bill be sent to his home "I would offer my house to you, but it is quite full. I am currently, what is the word.. babysitting? Yes that is it, babysitting triplets, they are with my... partner tonight, so I have time."
They got the key and went upstairs to the room, it was cheery enough a bit cold, but cheery.
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Post by Nanashi on Mar 20, 2009 21:39:33 GMT -5
Nanashi nodded and removed her coat, throwing it unceremoniously on the rooms single bed before sitting softly on it. "Do not worry, Séregon," Nanashi said softly, "I do not know if I will stay here long. Though I am not a social person I find it uncomfortable being alone. As such I am one to prefer large cities were it is practically impossible not to be surrounded."
Nanashi leaned forward and rested her head on her hands with her elbows supported by her knees, "But that is not what is concerning you is it?"
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Post by Amras Séregon on Mar 20, 2009 22:48:47 GMT -5
Laughing a little flatly he leaned against the door frame, the door closing slowly on it's own.
"Tell me milady, if I were to tell you that my partner was a woman, would you believe me?"
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Post by Nanashi on Mar 22, 2009 22:17:05 GMT -5
Nanashi considered him a moment then said flatly, "No." She smiled softly, "But then again you would not word your sentence like that if you expected me to say yes."
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Post by Amras Séregon on Mar 22, 2009 23:52:44 GMT -5
He smiled and laughed "I have always considered myself homosexual" he said with a nod "not once did I find myself attracted to a woman, yet now... now I find myself in a relationship with such a person, a woman and I am at a loss as to what to do."
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Post by Nanashi on Mar 25, 2009 23:02:00 GMT -5
Nanashi closed her eyes thoughtfully. 'He likes men and yet... he is with a woman...? How peculiar.'
"Do you care for this woman?" Nanashi waved her hand vaguely, "I mean, in a romantic sense? Do you question your identity as a homosexual? Being at a loss for what to do in a relationship is something everyone must suffer through eventually but we usually tolerate it because the reward is great. Do you not feel this with this woman?"
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Post by Amras Séregon on Mar 27, 2009 20:07:31 GMT -5
"Of course I care for her" he replied almost defensively "I wish to be around her and speak with her, but at times not in the way that she wishes. At one time I felt truly linked to her, as if I had been brought of a cloud. But even then I had my doubts and told her that it would not last forever... I felt awful for saying it, but at that point I truly believed it."
I still do.
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Post by Nanashi on Mar 30, 2009 1:21:04 GMT -5
Nanashi was silent for a while, "You can feel linked to a person without ever feeling attracted to them." She looked to the side and quietly continued, "The people we speak to, the people we connect with, the people we care for... any number of titles could be applied to these people. The only time when a true relationship forms is when those feelings are coupled with physical attraction, for it is that lustful need to take another that defines our sexuality." Nanashi shook her head.
"Emotion can only go so far in a relationship. The need to touch, to feel... is the true core of love."
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Post by Amras Séregon on Mar 30, 2009 21:25:27 GMT -5
He stared at her in amazement "Milady, those are my thoughts exactly."
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Post by Nanashi on Apr 3, 2009 1:27:52 GMT -5
Nanashi blinked, and smiled, "I see, you are compassionate. You do not want to hurt her." Nanashi hesitantly raised her hand, as if to comfort Amras, but seemed to think better of it and left the limb pressed against her side. "You are kind Séregon, but I fear your kindness will forever keep happiness at arms reach."
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Post by Amras Séregon on Apr 3, 2009 2:02:26 GMT -5
"My kindness has kept me alive" he replied gravely "I have wandered the hills and the valleys of many countries from Lorien to China, and it has always been my nature that has got me out of many a situation that I would rather of never been in."
"If it cost me my happiness to stay this way, then I will bear it."
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Post by Nanashi on Apr 4, 2009 3:12:13 GMT -5
"Kindness towards others... has gotten me nothing but hardship and pain." Nanashi shook her head. "Perhaps it is only the world I come from that offers me this view but thus far I have only drawn one conclusion: life without happiness is a life without meaning."
Her brows drew together in a truly curious expression, "Is this kindness not the very kindness which has brought you pain? And if this person truly cares for you and not just her own selfish demands of you, would she not wish for your happiness?"
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Post by Amras Séregon on Apr 4, 2009 14:32:50 GMT -5
"Therein lies the problem milady, she believes she makes me happy, and although this is partially true, it is not in the way that she wishes it." Amras leaned against the table across the room and crossed his arms "But she shows me kindness and I truly believe that one must do unto others as they wish to be done unto them."
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