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Post by Wildfeather on Oct 21, 2008 23:58:33 GMT -5
Wild too kept her hands to herself. She was afraid to ruin any tender feelings if she did any movements he wasn't ready for.
Then.... suddenly.... she felt his mouth against hers, in a kiss that took her breath away. She responded to his kiss, still with her eyes shut.
Even better than in my dreams..... This is too good to be true. It is my Amras. He is here, and he is kissing me. And I didn't even try to force him....
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Post by Amras Séregon on Oct 22, 2008 0:03:24 GMT -5
In his mind he was screaming, it was wrong, in his mind, for the life he had lead it was wrong, yes but at that time, at that moment, it was right.
He held her face to his, his hands quivering, shaking them both almost dizzingly. She tasted so different than he imagined and he prayed that what he was doing was right, that the days to come would not be in vain.
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Post by Wildfeather on Oct 22, 2008 0:08:43 GMT -5
Wild was quivering as well. She was afraid to harm him. Somehow she understood how difficult this had to be for him. So for now, she allowed him to hold her and to experiment and find out what he wanted to know. She responded to his kisses, deciding that she would let him take the lead. She wanted him to enjoy this, but knew that he needed time. She wanted to give him all the time he needed.
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Post by Amras Séregon on Oct 22, 2008 0:13:37 GMT -5
((Well that's very nice of her, heh.))
After what seemed like an eternity he released her and stood up, he had to be as far away from her as possible, without making her think he was leaving.
Amras had to make sure that it would last, he stood by the door and watched her, his face red.
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Post by Wildfeather on Oct 22, 2008 0:22:40 GMT -5
((Thanks She stretches very far for him.... )) Wild remained seated at the couch. Her cheeks were still blushing, and her breathing slowly calmed down. She couldn't hide the stars in her eyes, and of course her heart was still hammering. She didn't dare to move, afraid that one sudden movement now could scare him away from her forever. She just sat there, trembling in anticipation, waiting for him to make up his mind.
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Post by Amras Séregon on Oct 22, 2008 0:24:39 GMT -5
"I-I-I" he stammered "I do not, I am, that I did not," he tried desperately to get a hold of himself, he would not fall apart.
I will not fall apart.
"Was it any good?"
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Post by Wildfeather on Oct 22, 2008 0:27:32 GMT -5
Wild blushed and looked up at Amras with a smile. He was so cute when he tried to get a hold of himself.
"It was wonderful," she purred, smiling like the Cheshire cat. "Did you like it?"
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Post by Amras Séregon on Oct 22, 2008 0:30:26 GMT -5
"I'm not sure" he replied truthfully "I think, yes, but, no, yes.."
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Post by Wildfeather on Oct 22, 2008 0:32:40 GMT -5
Wild smiled warmly.
"I admire your strength, Amras. It takes a lot of courage for a man to explore his sexuality all over again when he thinks he has found it. I doubt many men would have dared to do what you did today. I respect your judgment, no matter what you may decide later on."
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Post by Amras Séregon on Oct 22, 2008 1:16:37 GMT -5
He closed his eyes again and said nothing, he wished for it to be silent for his thoughts. Whether or not it would be, it didn't matter.
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Post by Wildfeather on Oct 22, 2008 1:21:17 GMT -5
Wild was leaning back in the couch, closing her eyes as well. She wanted to give him the peace he needed to sort out his thoughts. She knew he would tell her about his decision when he was ready. Sitting in the sunlight and sorting out her thoughts was nice. Especially since Amras was here with her.
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Post by Amras Séregon on Oct 22, 2008 19:31:37 GMT -5
"Yes, I do believe I enjoyed it" he said finally and opened his eyes "I would like to try again."
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Post by Wildfeather on Oct 22, 2008 23:36:01 GMT -5
Wild blushed deeply and looked up at Amras with her beautiful, dark eyes. Her heart beat faster when she heard what he said.
This isn't true, this can't be happening. Relax Wild, relax girl. You are dreaming as usual. You are in your bed, and soon you will wake up and know that this is only a dream....
Still she knew she was awake. This really was Amras. He really had kissed her. And wanted to try again.
"Well, it couldn't hurt to try again, just to be sure...."
Oh crap, Wild. Couldn't you say something more romantic than that?
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Post by Amras Séregon on Oct 22, 2008 23:41:02 GMT -5
He walked over to her slowly and sat down, taking her hand in his, this time he looked her in the eye before pressing his lips firmly upon hers.
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Post by Wildfeather on Oct 22, 2008 23:47:52 GMT -5
Wild shifted on the couch, so he could sit with her. She felt his strong, warm hand taking hers, and she looked deeply into his eyes before he kissed her again. She closed her eyes, entwining her fingers into his, and responded to his kiss with all the love she had to give - if he wanted it.
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