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Post by Nightfall Siofra on Oct 2, 2008 16:54:15 GMT -5
*Nightfall looked directly at him. Then she replied silently with tears in her eyes.*
"Wrong. I would only respect your wishes because I love you."
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Post by Gawain on Oct 2, 2008 17:00:51 GMT -5
*Gawain released her easily, cocking his head as he watched her.*
"Why is it that you will not press the issue of marriage, but you will force yourself on me physically, after you promised the same thing? That you would respect my wishes because you love me." *His eyes implored her, genuinely trying to understand. He didn't seem mad, just curious.*
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Post by Nightfall Siofra on Oct 2, 2008 17:16:39 GMT -5
*Nightfall looked at him. Her gaze admiring his strong body. If his words hurt her, she didn't show. She really had forced herself on him. Only.... he didn't seem to mind when it happened. It was his right to ask a question like this. She thought over it for a while, wanting to reply as exact as possible. Her voice was quiet as she replied, but she looked him into the eyes, knowing each word she said was true.*
"From the first time I met you as a grown man, I knew you were the only man I could love. I would do anything for you, even sacrifice my own life if it could save yours. I know you will not believe me after what I did. But that is the truth. With those feelings also comes a deep burning desire that is growing inside me every time I look at you.
The first time I felt this desire, I was afraid and ran away. And you got upset with me. This time I fell for the temptation you represent to me. I know it was wrong of me. I can't take back what I have done. And the only defense I have, is that I love you, and I thought this would never happen if I didn't do anything. I am sorry if I was wrong."
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Post by Gawain on Oct 2, 2008 17:25:46 GMT -5
*Gawain considered her words carefully, nodding slowly before he spoke again.*
"So...what you are saying is that everything is all right because you love me." *A smile of realization started to blossom.* "That love affords the ultimate forgiveness." *His smile was wide, pleased by understanding.*
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Post by Nightfall Siofra on Oct 2, 2008 17:35:38 GMT -5
*Nightfall looked at him, seriously.*
"It was not all right for me to force myself on you, Gawain. I ask your forgiveness for that. I should have let you make the choice yourself. I'm sorry I did that to you. I'm sorry if I have hurt your feelings."
*Then she smiled warmly.*
"Love, as I see it, affords the ultimate forgiveness. A strong and true love can last even if the world crumbles and falls apart, and heaven and earth switch places. True love can tolerate everything."
*She blushed and looked down.*
"Such is the love I feel for you. When I say I will do ANYTHING for you, I mean ANYTHING."
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Post by Gawain on Oct 2, 2008 17:39:42 GMT -5
"I am glad to hear such things." *Gawain beamed happily.* "It is very sweet of you to say so."
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Post by Nightfall Siofra on Oct 2, 2008 17:44:14 GMT -5
*Nightfall beamed too. She loved to see him happy.*
"You are worth it, my love. I would do anything to see you happy."
*She leaned against him and gave him a gentle kiss on the cheek.*
"Your wish is my command. So if you want me to do anything for you, you just let me know, okay?"
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Post by Gawain on Oct 3, 2008 6:49:52 GMT -5
*A mischievous smile crept over Gawain's face. He set his plate on the nightstand.*
"Get on your hands and knees then. I want to try something."
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Post by Nightfall Siofra on Oct 3, 2008 6:53:42 GMT -5
*Nightfall smiled back to him and gave him a kiss, before she did as he told her.*
"What is it you want to try, Gawain? You make me curious."
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Post by Gawain on Oct 3, 2008 6:57:10 GMT -5
"You're just going to have to trust me." *Gawain answered as him knelt behind her.*
***FADE OUT***
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Post by Nightfall Siofra on Oct 3, 2008 7:03:46 GMT -5
***FADE IN***
*Nightfall purred in delight and wrapped her arms around Gawain, kissing him lovingly.*
"Oh, Gawain. That was awesome! Did you like it?"
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Post by Gawain on Oct 3, 2008 7:09:41 GMT -5
*Gawain caught her by the shoulder, pushing her back gently, still panting.* "Yeah. It was better."
*He swallowed, trying to focus.*
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Post by Nightfall Siofra on Oct 3, 2008 7:20:05 GMT -5
*Nightfall's breathing was still rapid after their last lovemaking. She snuggled close to him, just resting in his arms. She noticed him focusing, and smiled gently to him.*
"What are you thinking of, my dear?"
*Her voice was calm, low, and very loving.*
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Post by Gawain on Oct 3, 2008 7:39:11 GMT -5
*Gawain caught her by the shoulder again and slid from beneath her.*
"I was thinking that I needed to catch my breath. Slow my heart. It's easier to do if you're not constantly touching me."
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Post by Nightfall Siofra on Oct 3, 2008 7:45:17 GMT -5
*Nightfall grinned teasingly, but released him. She didn't need to ask why it was easier if she didn't touch him. He had the same effect on her, so she knew.*
"I'm sorry, Gawain. I'll try to keep my paws away from you. But it's not my fault you are so darned sexy."
*She stood up and stretched, before opening the door to the bathroom.*
"After all this excercise, I think I need a shower. Do you want to join me?"
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